So you said you couldn't imagine me in tears

Well, you would've been surprised today.
I'm not criticising you or anything, and I'm not offended. I'm just commenting.

I'm not ashamed either. And Mum was right, when they bring the coffin in it is the hardest part.
It wasn't sobbing. I don't break down. I'm Scots at heart, and a Crozier.

But yes, I cry. Especially for my Nana.